Unknown...

i sit  silent here, a lot unknown,
opening up to the world, only part i was shown,
living life to its simple, every moment till i have grown,
i do smile i cry, possibilities now i own,

awakening awaits, ahead this night unglown,
with a thought left to ponder, a lot just by gone,
they said dreaming was easier, i dreamt and i was drown,
left awake but to worry, for tomorrow is unknown,

questing into my past, the future way blown,
holding onto what is now, right now what i  have known,
for what i am, is what i have sown,
for what i want, is still unknown,

i see clear skies now, dark winds that flown,
last night was a scare, for i heard wolves moan,
now the dark is out, out there sun shone,

all my prayers but in vain, for what i pray is unknown!



This poem is written on 2nd and 3rd of JULY 2011.
PLOT: i wrote this poem while i was sitting in a train. i saw this father-son duo very peacefully enjoying their dinner followed by the son overlooking the window into the dark where anything was barely visible. simplicity was speaking out of their characters and i got inspired to write this. thanks.

it is to rain...

i know, it is to rain,
someone's gone, i can feel the pain,
drop by drop, darkens the stain,
all i wish is to be happy, all i wish but in vain,

tapping my feet, against the grain,
looking for light, freedom come again,
i fly with no wings, only hope is to gain,
lost what was mine, now only tears remain,

going against what i will, as memories unchain,
i face deeper oceans, and skies so plain,
the beautiful letdown, the broken window pane,
all speak of what is life, the other side of insane,

stranger tides now await, and i give up my pain,
i give up to die, and live up again,
sadness be gone, let sorrow be drain,
shh...., it is to rain!!

Lost again...

among a many, unknown and plain,

a thoughtful face, with memories but slain,

the sun there almost at noon, almost cobain,

up above so high, up in the smoke with cocaine,

could be the night, the dark seems to attain,

could be the sorrow, my eyes that about to drain,

could be a lot more, a love lost in deep pain,

indeed but you left, indeed but in vain,

now the most i could wish, wish i could do it once again,

hold this time up so still, hide my tears in the rain,

in between all the joy, in between all this pain,

i don't know how i say this, guess i am lost again...