Nothing stays but you!

A little note of thanks too unfair, for a dissertation of thoughts i drew,
Shrinking down the memory lane, still afresh the time together we grew,
I do still remember your smile, the way you'd keep running without a clue,
The way you'd love to dance, wish i could live it all over again i do,

These miles may separate us too far, but you sit silent in my heart for true,
Even a single call from you in a week, would cherish me up in my times of blue,
I'd prefer taking a walk in the rain, now in my times of lone I'd remember you,
As these counting years pass on, the dark blue denim you gave fades through,

I am glad for you're my birthday gift, a real surprise for the candles i blew,
I'd keep you safe this life long i promise, and after that i will miss you,
In this life lived yet too short, everything changes that's for true,
But how i know one thing for sure, nothing stays but you!

Flip.

As broken silence speaks of hope, counting minutes that left to grieve,
Filling my eyes with years of despair, loosing faith off everything i believe,
Now that i am left cold and done, feeling these chills up unto my sleeve,
Far from being farther to be seen, renouncing myself in order to leave,

A feeling deep inside that stuck, driving the monotony i live so naive,
Walking me down this path of dark, dimming every step of it i conceive,
I wouldn't be lost i know so sure, for i won't be counting on what i perceive,
Cutting deep through these wounds of love, the pain of denial i am to receive,

A frisk of faith now that i have known, the bitter part of it i used to believe,
Giving up the living of falsehood, every little part of it back then that i thieve,
Building hate for that i may have loved, for that true love i was but bereave,
Sure of the misery i had in fate, Flip, blink, a better world i am to weave.

Damn! Love is nonsense.

A cigarette lit whilst dying hope, a pale summer night a trick or treat,
This blinding smoke what rose from within, filling the sky with clouds of cheat,
As i recollect little pieces of shredded paper, little did i know so discreet,
Like a drowning paper boat of thoughts, this fragile sense of being complete,

Awake in this sure wonder of truth, dear life wandering away bare feet,
Pieces of puzzle put together, only to know but the foreseen defeat,
Breathing out the pain and sorrow, holding a few left incomplete,
This falling castle of lies i built, knowing the mistakes thus to repeat,

Far from freedom and hence bound, for the expectations i have to meet,
Little i did to accept the fact, little i knew this heart i mistreat,
Little is to hope for the loss i made, belittle thus growing conceit,
Damn! Love is nonsense, and the feeling of it getting obsolete.